Author: Mel Gross

  • Woodblock Printing: The Entire Collection (So far)

    Woodblock Printing: The Entire Collection (So far)

    I’ve been learning woodblock printing for about two years now, but the pieces in this post were all created during my first year working with the medium — throughout 2024.

    Unfortunately, this second year has been a bit rougher creatively, and I’ve been less active in the studio than I would have liked.

    Even more ironically, that slowdown happened right as I started this blog — which originally launched with a strong focus on printmaking. Because of that, I feel like I’ve actually shared very little of my finished work here.

    That said, I’m not interested in shaping my creativity just to keep the blog consistent. The whole point of this space is the opposite: to document my creative journey honestly, through all its messy turns, experiments, and emotional ups and downs.

    Still, I realized that I never properly showed you the prints themselves — so here they are: the full collection of woodblock prints I created during 2024, presented in chronological order alongside a few notes from the process.

    1. My first woodblock print

    My first piece was based on an existing digital drawing I had made earlier. I chose it because it seemed simple enough to translate into a print — which was definitely the right call for a first attempt.

    With this piece I learned a lot about carving sharp edges and corners, and I started getting familiar with the tools and with the general feeling of carving curves and lines into the wood.

    Looking back now, it feels like the beginning of everything.

    2. Couple self-portrait

    This piece also started as a digital design. It’s a stylized portrait of me and my partner.

    Technically, this was a big leap forward for me. I experimented with organic shapes, thin lines, small details, multiple colors, and even learned how to create a masking border around the print.

    It’s still one of my favorite pieces. A copy of it hangs on my front door.

    3. Totoro and my cats

    I created this print as a party favor for my birthday that year — the party theme was Studio Ghibli.

    The design references the famous scene where Mei falls asleep on Totoro, except here Totoro is joined by my three cats. It ended up being quite a detailed piece for its size.

    I’m really happy with how it turned out, although the centering could definitely have been better. The decorative border is my favorite part of the whole composition.

    4. The sleepy time spirit

    This piece was inspired by the book series The Priory of the Orange Tree and, once again, started as a digital design before becoming a print.

    It’s my largest woodblock piece so far, and I really enjoyed experimenting with textures and color combinations in this one.

    This is also the only piece I’ve professionally digitized and reprinted. Because the original prints vary so much in color combinations, they’re a very small and inconsistent edition — so the digitized versions became the copies I could actually gift to friends.

    And speaking of variations… there are so many. I had an incredible time experimenting with color on this project. I genuinely cannot choose a favorite.

    Group 60 from Figma

    5. Boxed-In

    This piece was created for the first annual student exhibition held at CIC at the end of the year. The requirements were a fixed size and black-and-white printing.

    To be completely honest, this is probably my least favorite piece in the collection — even though I still like the concept behind it.

    While reviewing my prints for this post, I discovered that some candy had melted on the board at some point 😬 and that a few of my limited prints had been stored with a fold in them…

    Oh well. Part of the learning process, I guess.

  • Floral Experiments in Cyanotype Printing

    Floral Experiments in Cyanotype Printing

    This christmas morning, my mom and I decided to experiment with cyanoptype, a medium of shared interest that we’ve been meaning to play with for a while now. I had bought the kit a few months ago and we were just waiting for a good opportunity: This was it! We had tons of fun and learned a lot! Here is how it went:

    We started by reading the instructions that came in the kit, and gathering the needed materials and supplies. Then the fun part: going treasure foraging the garden for flowers, leaves and organic bits of all interesting shapes!

    Inside, we laid-out our designs on dry paper to have an idea of what we wanted to do (and not rush it when the dye started developing). Here are some of our “pre-designs”:

    Continued following the given instructions we prepped the papers: We mixed the two parts into a bowl and carefully painted the pages fully with one thin coat. (The kit came with syringes and the two agents needed). At this point, the paper looked like a light mossy green. We left the papers hidden in a dark place to dry while we took a nice break in the sun, sipping kombuchas.

    Once the papers were dry, we laid-out the plants back onto them, trying to recreate our initial designs. We had a few extra pages too we prepped using the leftover mixture. We freestyle a couple designs on those.

    We left the designs in sunspots to activate the chemicals:

    We’ve might been a bit too eager and took out some of our designs too early. We got excited when we saw the magic of this technique coming to life: The outlines of the selected florals perfectly captured onto the paper.

    There was a difference in the color of the papers that were in the sun for longer, they became a darker blue instead of a paler green. This is a big lesson for the future, it is best to leave it out for around 10 minutes or so, and it’s safer to leave it out longer than not – although I don’t know what happens if it stays out for too long in the sun.

    Then came the “washing the dye away” part which was tricky and emotional. The instructions said to wash it out under running water. I did that with one of my (favorite) designs and saw the whole thing wash away… (I’m glad I took a picture at least, I guess). Then we tried using hydrogen peroxide to clean the chemicals-out instead, which seemed to give better results but still took a lot of the color and contrast away. This was specified in the instructions as an optional step, to be done after the washing.

    We got mixed results from our imperfect tests; it’s hard to say if the designs washed away because they did not “cure” for long enough in the sun or another mistake in the process. The hydrogen peroxide had a reaction to the blue, making it a bit darker but since it was mixed with water it also did more harm than good, generally. The instructions did say to use running water but I’m not sure about that.

    For sure there is a lot more to test with this technique and the different variables that go into this chemical reaction. At the end we left most of our work “uncleaned” to preserve the patterns we had made. We don’t know if that means it will rub off or fade out with time but this was all a fun experiment anyway! I’ve learned a lot and I now have a lot of questions and research topics I can get into before giving this absolutely delicious technique another go. I hope you give it a try too and share what you’ve learned!

    Happy crafting!

  • Mini Zines

    Mini Zines

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    Mini #zine 03 – I don’t like my birthdays anymore

    ♬ Goth (Sped up + Reverb) – Sidewalks and Skeletons
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    Mini #zine 02 – untitled//nature collection

    ♬ So Easy (To Fall In Love) – Olivia Dean
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    Mini #zine 01 – Sushi, Crochet and Tarot

    ♬ miffy cafe – sakuracloud

    I fell in love with zines before I even knew what they were. I’ve always been drawn to interactive paper, collage, and “informational” art — the kind that feels playful, personal, and a little unconventional. Over the years, I’ve made quite a few zines, with varying levels of intention, polish, and seriousness.

    While going through a bag of old mini zines recently, three of them stood out to me in particular. They’re definitely on the very-silly, low-effort end of the spectrum, but somehow they still manage to hold a lot of feeling. In a funny way, they capture complex emotions more honestly than some of my more “serious” projects ever did.

    I’ve realized that my more carefully planned, highly produced zines often struggle to reach a true finished state — mostly because I place too many expectations on them. These tiny, scrappy ones don’t carry that pressure. They exist because I made them, and that’s enough.

    So I wanted to share them here. I hope they make you smile, and maybe even inspire you to make your own shitty little zine too. Honestly — it’s fun, freeing, and very much worth it.

    Happy holidays & happy crafting!


  • Creative Check In #03

    Creative Check In #03

    Creativity has been spilling into every corner of my life lately — new ideas, new hobbies, and a surprising amount of travel. It feels like I’m absorbing everything around me and letting it spark something new. Which brings me to my next little adventure.

    Cultural Curitiba: Concerts & Contemporary Art

    I recently went to Curitiba — one of Brazil’s great cultural hubs — to see Linkin Park on their From Zero tour. My partner is a huge fan, and over time I’ve grown more and more into their music after learning about their history. Seeing Emily live was incredible; her voice is stunning. Mike was sweet, charismatic, and effortlessly talented.

    I was also pleasantly surprised by the opening act: Poppy. Back in 2020, I liked a few of her hyperpop songs like Am I a Girl?, and only recently found out she had gone “metal.” Her performance was amazing — the way she switches from delicate high notes to flawless screamo is wild.

    Nothing revives the soul like a good concert: shaking, jumping, screaming, and absolutely destroying your feet (RIP to mine, who walked 30 minutes in tight heels to get there).

    Another gem of Curitiba that I had to revisit is the contemporary art museum MON (also known as “Museu Oscar Niemeyer”), designed by Oscar Niemeyer, one of Brazil’s most iconic architects. The museum has a beautiful permanent collection of African and Asian artifacts — musical instruments, ceremonial objects, textiles, prints, paintings, fabrics, jewelry. Every room feels like stepping into a new world.

    From the special exhibitions on display, my favorite was ‘Pure Gold – Upcycled! Upgraded!‘. It showcased chairs, stools, and couches made entirely from recycled or upcycled materials. A few pieces that caught my attention:

    • a chair made completely out of compressed wool (I’m so curious how sturdy it actually is — wool can get really dense, especially when steamed)
    • a stool made from pineapple skin-paper/material, glued together sheet by sheet
    • stools built using dismantled washing-machine drums, decorated in that charming “country” embroidery style

    Some works were more conceptually interesting than pretty or practical, but I really enjoy seeing how the upcycling movement keeps evolving. There’s a cool article digging deeper into the exhibition here, in the ‘Design Do Bom’ blog if you want to read further (you might have to translate it to eng.). There were a few other special exhibitions I’ve stopped at to gather some inspiration but did not dig to deep into:

    1. Através by Mariana Palma a trippy, floral, painting collection that incorporates sheer fabrics and colorful patterns
    2. Trilhos e Traços by Poty a centenary celebratory collection from the important Brazilian artist, and
    3. Afeganistão a collection of rugs with imagery surrounding themes of war and peace.

    Below are some of my favorite pieces from the museum, along with translated captions from MON.

    Finding My Footing as a Baby DJ

    I’ve been invited to a couple of techno parties recently, and — very differently from before — I’ve started paying attention in a whole new way. Suddenly I’m noticing the transitions, effects, pacing, how the DJ interacts with the crowd… all the invisible details that shape the energy of a room. Something in me is shifting.

    To be honest, I resisted this shift for a long time. I already consume visual art in such a technical, analytical way that I wanted music to stay pure — something I could just feel without needing the vocabulary to dissect it. But curiosity won (as it always does with me), and now I’m diving into the musical side of things too.

    In the last few events, I met some DJs, got tips, saw things I want to try (and things I definitely don’t), and started discovering subgenres I might want to explore. One that surprised me was dark forest techno, which I heard at this witchy, high-BPM party played by DJ Cerridwen. In the middle of her set, she dropped some wild experimental blends — and even a full-on samba — and the crowd absolutely devoured it. That moment made me realize how much freedom there actually is in a well-built set.

    Around the same time, I went to Baile dos Gêmeos, the iconic local twin DJ duo, and their set was everything people promised: energetic, playful, technically sharp, and full of personality. It left me buzzing with ideas about what’s possible behind the decks.

    All of this — the parties, the classes, the conversations — is pushing me out of the passive listener role and into something more active. In our last DJ class, I brought a few harder-techno tracks I wasn’t sure would land, but my classmates were super into it. It was such a small thing, but it gave me a surprising boost of confidence.

    Which brings me to now:
    I’m preparing for my first real set. And even though everyone else will probably play house (of course), I’m feeling pulled toward something darker, heavier, and a little riskier. I don’t know if it’ll be the perfect fit, but I’m excited to try — and excited to keep finding my own sound, one experiment at a time.

    Mini Playlist:

    1. Cut the Bridge – recent song by Linkin Park
    2. Negative Spaces – latest Poppy album
    3. Coisas Naturais – song by Marina Sena (summer is here!)
    4. Europaträume – song by Brutalismus 3000 (a little techno for ya)
    5. One Kiss – Dua Lipa & Calvin Harris (my favorite from her)
    6. Caetanear – album to get to know Caetano Veloso (see below)

    A Pop-Powered Stop in São Paulo

    This trip was mostly to see Dua Lipawhich was very exciting — and to visit some close friends. The concert was energetic and fun, and she kept the whole crowd dancing for the full two hours. As expected with large concerts, there were a few annoying moments with overly excited fans claiming too much space or screaming in your ear, but honestly that’s part of the concert ecosystem at this point. It wasn’t enough to spoil the night.

    Her voice, outfits, and song list were great. The production was incredible — it felt like every song had its own mini music video. And the highlight of the night? The guest appearances by Carlinhos Brown and Caetano Veloso, my childhood #1 artist. It was surreal! Dua sang beautifully in Portuguese, and her choice of guests and songs was perfect.

    Dua is one of those rare mainstream artists I’ve come to like more over time. Hopefully I won’t be betrayed — I’ve been disappointed by public figures too many times to trust anyone easily anymore. If you want to check out the videos I made of the concert (and of Linkin Park and Poppy’s concerts too!) check out my tiktok @queer.on.a.beer.

    The rest of the trip was spent wandering around Liberdade with my partner, hunting for Yugioh cards to finish our decks, and eating delicious Asian snacks. (Any other players?)

    Seeing my childhood friends was so healing, as always. There’s nothing like being with people who truly know you — the version of you that can say anything, without filters, and feel understood. Best part of the trip!

    I also managed to squeeze in a visit to MASP, São Paulo’s most important art museum and one of my long-time bucket-list stops — and it was absolutely worth it. I explored:

    1. The Permanent Collection Gallery, a fascinating open-concept experience where artworks are mounted on transparent easels, layered through a wide, fluid space that lets you wander and discover pieces (and people) in your own organic path;
    2. Ponto sem Retorno (Point of No Return) by Clarissa Tossin, a multifaceted solo exhibition with works exploring nature, the body, time, and the relationships between these themes; and
    3. Histórias da Ecologia (Ecology Histories), the museum’s major exhibition at the time, spanning six floors of the newly opened building and presenting a wide range of ecological concepts through diverse mediums and artists.

    Below are some highlights from the visit:

  • Supplies Haul

    Supplies Haul

    I was recently in the Boston area visiting family and celebrating my brother’s Bar Mitzvah. Of course, I couldn’t resist stopping by my favorite art stores to pick up a few supplies that are harder to find here in Brazil. In this post, I’m sharing some of my favorite new art materials, journaling goodies, and printmaking tools — plus a peek at what’s next in my creative projects!


    Favorites

    I restocked on some basics (painter’s tape, pencils, and a sharpener), a few long-time favorites (gray-toned paper, colorful inks, cute washi tape, white Conté, and pastels), and some new materials to experiment with — like watercolor bookmark paper, refillable paint markers, and sample oil paints I got as a gift.

    Specs:

    • Painters tape: BLICK branded
    • Pencils: Stabler graphite, 2B + 3B
    • Pencil sharpener: Generic metallic one 🤷‍♀️
    • Paper: Strathmore Gray Toned Paper pad (love this brand) 15pcs, 9x12in sheets (300g/m2)
    • Ink-Cartridges (for fountain pens): Blue and Purple from LAMY (5pack of large cartridges); Pink from KAWECO (6pack of smaller cartridges)
    • Washi Tape: Mitsou Masking Tape, 20mmx7m
    • Conte: Conté à Paris – 2pcs, white.
    • Pastels: Alphacolor – Soft Pastel, 2pcs.
    • Bookmarks: Hahnemühle – Bookmark Pad, watercolor paper (300g/m2, 2.2×7.9in), 100% cotton.
    • Refillable Paint markers: Angelus Empty Paint Markers (14pc. set)
    • Sample oil paints; Utrecht Oil Colors samplers

    Journaling/Planner Supplies

    I treated myself to a new notebook and fountain pen — and I’m obsessed with this adorable guava-colored duo! I’ve been journaling and doodling a lot more thanks to them. The pen writes so smoothly and feels perfect in my hand. Definitely a little splurge that’s been totally worth it.

    I also picked up a few planner accessories like a pen loop and sticky calendar notes.

    Specs:

    • Notebook: Moleskine Classic Collection – pocket size; blank pages; hard cover; lime green
    • Pen: LAMY safari Fountain Pen in Sunset (with a Fine Tip)
    • Pen loop: Leuchtturm1917 Pen Loop XL in Forest Green
    • Calendar sticky notes: MUJI’s Monthly Sticky Note

    Printmaking

    My main goal for this haul was to find some affordable linoleum and new carving blades — and I got lucky!

    I grabbed two sets of “V” blades (sizes #3 and #5) to replace my old rusted ones, though I’m still hunting for a 0.5 tip to replace my favorite. I also found a large BLICK pouch (12x16in) to carry my studio tools — a much-needed upgrade from my overstuffed plastic folder.

    For linoleum, I got a range of block sizes and one clear carve block, which I’ve used before and loved. Working on compressed wood has been hard on my hands lately, so I’m looking forward to testing these softer alternatives.

    These should keep me busy for quite a while! I’ll be sharing the results of my printmaking experiments soon — stay tuned for updates on my carving process here.

    Specs:

    • Blades: Speedball ‘lino cutters‘, in sizes #3 and #5
    • Pouches: BLICK branded 12×16 in.
    • Linoleum: BLICK branded, sizes: 6×6, 8×10, 12×12 in.
    • Clear Carve: Jack Richeson in 8×10 in.

    Sewing

    This trip was also a big one for bringing back some of my things from my dad’s house — sketchbooks, planners, my comic collection, my guitar, and my sewing kit (finally reunited with it!).

    I’ve been reorganizing my sewing supplies and planning to post more about my collections soon — from stickers and postcards to old art, sketchbooks, and comics. It feels amazing to finally have most of my creative tools in one place for the first time in years.

    Specs:

    • Spewing needles: Realeather Crafts – Repair Needle Pack; & DAISO – 27pc. Repair Needle Pack.

    There’s some really interesting projects and perhaps a interest shift coming real soon.

    Stay tuned or subscribe to learn more!

  • Embroidered Australian-Bind Notebook – A Special Gift

    Embroidered Australian-Bind Notebook – A Special Gift

    My mom was looking for a notebook for her wedding speeches (she’s a ceremonialist on the side). She always writes a personalized text to read during the ceremonies, and it needs to be presented in a beautiful, fitting folder or notebook.

    With that in mind, I thought this style of bookbinding would be the perfect solution — handmade, detailed, and much more personal than a store-bought version. So, I decided to embark on this project with not much prior experience. I’d just recently gotten into embroidery, and out of the dozen notebooks I’ve bound, I had never tried this particular technique.

    Materials

    • Fabric – large enough to cover the notebook + embroidery base
    • Embroidery floss and needles of your choice, as well as any accessories like the hoop/frame I used
    • Sturdy cardboard for the cover
    • Heavyweight paper for the lining, the binding “accordion” pieces and the strips
    • White glue and a wide brush to apply it
    • Other tools and materials I used: rulers, pencil and pen, eraser, masking tape, rotary cutter, X-Acto knife, scissors, cutting mat, mini iron, corner rounder, and a bone folder.

    I worked mostly with what I had on hand, so consider this an approximate materials list. The essentials are a sturdy piece of cardboard (I used the back of a paper pad) for the cover, and a heavyweight paper for the lining and binding. Everything else can be improvised!

    Step 1: Embroidery

    I gathered a few inspiration pictures of floral and bouquet embroidery designs, picked my favorite flower stitches, and collaged them digitally into one composition. Then, I traced and transferred the final design onto my fabric.

    I didn’t practice any of these flower stitches beforehand — I just went straight for it and copied them from my reference images, which was risky but worked out surprisingly well. Seems like all the embroidery exercises I’ve done lately paid off!
    (Here’s a bit more about my embroidery journey.)

    Step 2: Prepping the Materials

    The notebook structure is made of three main parts: the cover, the inner lining, and the binding mechanism. I also needed to create paper strips that slide between the pages and into the cover to hold everything together.

    I started by cutting the cover pieces out of heavy cardboard — about one inch larger than an A4 sheet. The spine is quite thin since this notebook will only hold a few pages. I also cut out a circular window on the front cover (using my embroidery hoop as a template).

    Next, I measured and cut the fabric to wrap around the front, spine, and back covers, leaving a couple of inches to fold over the edges. The fabric was a bit wrinkled from storage, so I ironed it as best I could.

    I prepped the lining paper but left it slightly oversized to trim later. Then, I cut out the paper strips that would slide into the spine “accordion” (the little folded pockets that hold the pages in place). I rounded their corners for a neater look and made a few extras, just in case some wore out over time.

    Step 3: Creating the Cover

    Once everything was prepped, I assembled the cover! I taped the cover pieces together, flipped them over, and brushed on an even coat of glue. Then, I carefully laid the fabric on top and smoothed it out with a flat tool — a tricky step since I needed to keep the fabric taut while still allowing the cover to open and close easily.

    I flipped the piece over to glue down the fabric edges, taking extra care at the corners to avoid thick folds. For the circular window, I cut small slits, folded each one inward, and glued them down one by one — alternating sides to keep the tension balanced and the circle neat.

    Step 4: Adding the Embroidery

    By the time I was ready to attach the embroidered fabric, it had gotten a bit wrinkly from stitching and handling. I used my mini-iron to smooth it out gently, especially around the tight corners.

    I aligned the embroidery by eye on the front cover, flipped it carefully, and glued one side at a time — pulling just enough to keep it smooth without warping the fabric.

    Step 5: Prepping the Inside & Australian Bind

    The inner lining was a bit tricky to glue down since the paper was thick and slightly curled. I tried not to overthink the minor imperfections in the cover’s shape (perfection is overrated anyway).

    After roughly cutting the paper to size, I folded a center crease and glued it down. Then, I trimmed the edges with an X-Acto knife and ruler, cleaning it up by eye. I used a couple of paper clips to hold things in place while drying.

    It’s not a perfect job, but honestly — it looks pretty close to it! I’m proud of how it turned out, and I’d love to make more of these in the future.

    Final Touches

    The last step was adding the pages! My mom prints her speeches on standard A4 paper, so I just needed to connect every two sheets to fit the binding system. I debated between using washi tape or making my own connector strips out of plain paper to match the paper’s color.

    I ended up gifting her the notebook already because I was too excited to keep the surprise to myself. I explained the two options for making her printed pages compatible with the binding (washi tape vs. glued paper “hinges”). Once she starts using it, I’ll update you all on how the notebook looks in its full potential.

    I’m really happy with how it turned out — it exceeded my expectations, especially considering the total lack of planning for this project! I’m even happier that my mom loved it too — maybe a little too much, since she says it’s too pretty to use and has kept it on display at her house ever since. 🩷

  • Xilo Diaries 09

    Xilo Diaries 09

    Hi there crafters,

    It’s been a minute since I last posted about my printmaking process, right?

    Well… We hit a rough patch — talked it out, cried our feelings — and I didn’t want to drag you into the drama. We made up, but like any complicated relationship, we’re still figuring out our next chapter together…

    All jokes aside, I really did have a hard time during the past few studio visits. I’ve been dealing with some personal things, and it was frustrating that one of my creative outlets became yet another challenge when I was looking for comfort.

    Making art and learning new skills require a lot of introspection: facing challenges, sitting with difficult emotions, and figuring out ways to process and overcome them. And when life gets messy, of course it spills into your craft too. In the end, it’s not just about mastering a skill — it’s also about practicing bigger life lessons.

    I’ve been struggling to finish this piece. You can probably see my frustrated decline into paralysis in the past posts — or in the lack of new updates altogether. I’ve been trying to figure out how to align the layers of the print, which has proven very difficult because of mistakes (or let’s be honest, my deviation from the recommended process) early on. I should’ve been more careful when cutting my boards so they were all the same size from the start…

    Part of the struggle is technical, but it also touches on bigger things: my communication style, my resistance to rules, and the tug-of-war between perfectionism and artistic freedom. It’s frustrating to explain my problem and not feel understood. I’ve asked for help, followed tips, and still ended up stuck. I wish I had someone who could sit with me, look at it from my perspective, and help me problem-solve instead of brushing it off with, “just fix it next time.”

    And yet — this project is my best piece so far. It took real research and reflection before I even began, and I’m proud of the gradient technique paired with the patterned layers I developed. It’s effective, original, and to have come up with it on my own in just my second year with this medium feels huge. That’s why it hurts when others don’t see what it means to me, or when I can’t quite get the help I need. At this point, it’s bigger than just aligning layers. It’s tied to my personal struggles and my growth as an artist.

    After a few frustrated attempts, broken up by weeks away, I finally decided to take a proper break from this piece. I’ll return with a calmer mindset and fresh eyes. That was a hard call — I’m stubborn, I’m deeply invested in this work, and honestly, I felt pressure from this blog too. This is the first project I’ve shared with you step by step, and it feels strange to pause without finishing it. But that’s part of the process. And since I committed to sharing my creative process with you, here we are!

    What projects and challenges have you been working on lately? Can you relate to my experience? Let me know 🙂


    Check out last week’s studio log:

    Context note: “Xilo is a nickname in Portuguese for woodblock printing. It’s a prefix related to wood, and it has Greek roots.

    ‘Till next week, crafters!

  • Creative Check In #01

    Creative Check In #01

    Hi there crafters!

    It’s been too long! I’ve missed you… This past month has been a bit of a whirlwind — lots of emotions and a very chaotic creative process. And when that happens, it’s hard to sit down and post, because I’m too busy living the process to be able to distill it into words here. But I’m back with some creative updates for you!

    Lately, my energy has been all over the place: reconnecting with gouache paints, starting to learn filet crochet, finishing an embroidered notebook for my mom, and… spending way too much time playing Minecraft. Yep — I’m 28 and playing for the first time, and somehow got completely hooked.

    I’ve been diving into Redstone engineering (basically an electrical system inside the game) and building automated machines, pretty houses, and — embarrassingly enough — catching cute Pokémon, since my friends and I are playing a modded version. It’s nerdy, but honestly, it’s been fun. Not my usual outlet, but still a creative one. So I am trying to embrace it instead of being too hard on myself.

    I think I’ve been low-energy from a touch of seasonal depression (it’s the end of winter here) and because it was my birthday month. In Brazil, we call the month before your birthday “inferno astral” — “astral hell” — when everything feels off and internal challenges show up. It’s not always true for me, but this year I definitely felt it. So it’s been a slower season. Even working in a less focused way, though, I never fully stopped making. Here’s a look at what I managed to create these past couple of months:


    Filet Crochet: Textile Pixel Art

    I decided to try filet crochet because it kinda feels like textile pixel art. Fun, right? Except… it’s also so much counting and precision. No mistakes allowed. Of course, I complicated things by making a custom design. To make it manageable, I bought a pattern for the top so I’m not counting every single stitch blindly.

    The plan: a vest/top inspired by this Pinterest post, with my custom abstract/cybersigilism design worked in. I might add red embroidery on top to give it some color contrast, like the reference piece. Here’s the design template from Stitch Fiddle, and the pattern I’m following for the base is by Isabella Madsen.


    Gouache Experiments

    I’ve also been slowly working on a painting over one of my figure drawing studies. It had a strong composition, and I wanted to play with layering gouache on top.

    My usual struggles showed up right away: color composition. The anatomy and volume came out well, considering I wasn’t using much reference, but the colors are muddy and blending together too much. I’m also trying to avoid leaning on line-art for contrast, which is my comfort zone, so that’s a challenge too.

    It’s not there yet, but it feels like it’s heading somewhere, and I’m enjoying sneaking in a few minutes of work on it when I can.


    One Finished Project (Finally)

    Among all these experiments, I did actually start and finish something: a beautiful embroidered notebook with Australian binding, made as a gift for my mom. That one I’m really happy with — a challenging piece with plenty of learning, but worth it. I am already working on a detailed process post all about this baby, so stay tuned for that. Here’s a sneak peak:


    Reading Fuel

    One activity that isn’t exactly “making,” but definitely feeds into my creative process, is reading. I’ve been trying to read more and even decided to double the number of books I’ve read this year. To help with that, I pulled a few titles from my to-be-read pile and went on a little book haul for extra motivation. Since taking this TBR picture, I finally finished a book I had been putting off forever, and I’m already a third of the way through Clarice Lispector’s ‘Perto do Coração Selvagem’ (Near to the Wild Heart ). I’m feeling good about my goal, my progress so far, and this renewed determination to keep reading. And of course, I’m always open to book recommendations if you have any!

    That’s it for now. I’ll share more progress on the crochet and the gouache piece in future posts. And hopefully, I’ll manage another check-in sooner rather than later.

    Until then, happy crafting!

  • Xilo Diaries 08

    Xilo Diaries 08

    Another week goes by and, honestly, I still have no idea what the fuck I’m doing. I was so ready to start printing today — but, of course, that’s not quite how things turned out.

    I arrived at the studio feeling centered and determined. Nothing could throw me off. I had a solid plan: finish my guide, get Bebeto’s approval, and print 20 gradients (aka layer 1). I did knock out the missing elements of the guide, plus I cleaned up some messy edges on both layer 1 and 2. So far, so good.

    I got some feedback on my guide from peers, and finally checked in with Bebeto. He suggested I do three test prints using black ink on journal paper (cut to match my guide, not the final paper size) so I could properly compare the alignment of the layers.

    So that’s what I did. I carefully cut three sheets to size, then printed all three layers according to my guide.

    When I checked the results on the light box, layers 1 and 2 looked great — almost perfectly aligned. But layer 3? Off. Both vertically and horizontally. It clearly needed some twisting and adjusting. I could see the problem… but had no idea what to actually do about it.

    Should I try measuring the offset and reverse-engineer the guide marks? No clue. So I asked Bebeto again, and he suggested a different approach: next week, I should print on vegetable paper and use needles to align the corners, then mark the board from there.

    I get the gist of what he described (after asking him about a million questions), but I don’t fully understand how it’ll work in practice. I asked if he could help me with it next week — fingers crossed this method does the trick. I’m definitely feeling frustrated with how long this piece is taking. It’s been over three months!

    As for the studio vibe, it was mellow today — the usual mix of quiet focus and background chatter. I caught a few stories, exchanged some small talk, and got some tips and curious glances at my test prints. At one point, I overheard a conversation that echoed a theme I’ve been thinking about — and writing about — a lot: the joys and challenges of sharing a studio.

    How valuable it is to have access to this kind of community. And how hard it can be to navigate the artistic process alongside others. I’ve been sitting with this tension lately. On one hand, art is how I express myself, process emotion, and quiet my brain — and I often prefer to do that alone. But it’s also a chance to build something together. To share, exchange, witness, and connect.

    Still figuring out where I land between those two ends.


    Check out last week’s studio log:

    Context note: “Xilo is a nickname in Portuguese for woodblock printing. It’s a prefix related to wood, and it has Greek roots.

    ‘Till next week, crafters!

  • Creative Projects of April & June

    Creative Projects of April & June

    These have been a pretty crafty couple of months! Here’s a round-up of all the projects I’ve worked on recently:

    1. Portable Loose-Thread Catcher

    I saw this project on social media and followed its blog post to put it together. The instructions are very clear and I love the results. Shoutout to ‘Thread Therapy’. I like that it is portable and practical; I bring it along when embroidering or doing other craft projects out and about. For next time, I would make sure to sew the cardboard ring really tight in there to prevent it from moving.

    2. Pins & Needles Pillow

    To match my thread catcher, I created this little (or not so little) pillow for my pins and needles. I made quite a few mistakes along the way – including sewing my Sashiko design inside out! Thankfully, it’s beautiful on both sides lol. It is also a bit too big, but that’s not necessarily bad. It still came out cute and functional. I’m thinking of working on an improved version of these couple of items to gift my mom soon.

    3. Cat’s bed

    I’ve crocheted a cat bed for my 3 cats a while ago, and they love it so much that I thought I should crochet a few more. It’s nice and easy, as well as pretty mindless. However, I did try to improve on my first design a bit: instead of crocheting 2 circles and one doughnut shape and sewing these together, I shaped the bag as I was crocheting it this time. Growing the walls up from the edges of the base circle, then cornering out and back down, building the top of the wall, and finally connecting back to the bottom edge of the circle. I stuffed the wall up with soft filling material as I crocheted this last step. I think this design is better because there’s no sowing, but the bottom/pillow of the bed is not as soft or structured as the first design. Also, I made this bed too small. My cats have tried it out a couple of times, and honestly, they fit fine, but it is a bit of a tight fit. I have more of this yarn, which I’ll use to build another one, bigger and more structured.

    4. Scarf

    Another easy crochet project: a very long pink scarf! Oh, this thread was so beautiful at the store. I could not help myself. First ,I thought of making a vest out of it, but I wasn’t too sure on the design, and I’ve been wanting a pink scarf. I super love the results, and I have been wearing it quite a bit already! I think it’s the perfect length (even though it felt way too long when crocheting it!).

    One problem I have with it is that ir curls up. I’m not sure if it has to do with my technique (like perhaps my tension) or if it’s just a matter of blocking the piece out. Either way, I’m probably not going to do anything about it.

    5. Clothes fix up

    Since I got my sewing machine, I’ve been slowly fixing up a bunch of my clothes. I’ve recently split this dress into a two-piece, took out a patch from a sweater, made some pants shorter, fitted a skirt, and a dress! Here are some of the results

    6. ‘Indian-Thread’ Scarf

    I was gifted this beautiful, soft, and shiny thread by my mother-in-law from her recent trip to India. As a way to show my gratitude I crocheted her this scarf with some of the thread. It turned out a bit shorter than I was hoping for, but I think she will like it. It is way softer than I expected.

    7. Figure drawing meetups

    I recently started going back to my local figure-drawing meetings. Read more about these past two events here:

    8. Woodblock printing progress

    I’ve been consistently working on my Pool project and documenting it all in my “Xilo Diaries” series. You can read more about it through these links:

    9. Discarded: Sweater and scarf

    There were a few crochet projects that were started and discarded for multiple reasons. I might come back to them eventually with improved ideas.

    Stay tuned to see what I create next…


    Until then,

    Happy crafting!